Monday, 26 November 2012

hati si cermin mata

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Bersangka sangka tu, selalunya berdosa. nak tau sebab pa?
pasaii sehtann ni memang suka kacau akal, hati orang.
kekadang kita punya la paksa "jangan pikir benda yang tak betul pun" "jangan pikir benda yang boleh merosakkan hubungan". tapi kekadang kalah jugak.
sehtan ni, memang tak boleh tengok orang saling menyebarluaskan jajahan ukhuwah fillah antara satu sama lain betoi.

senyuman, layanan, tu memang kita boleh pakai mask kalaupun kita tengah tak ok.
tapi hati? tu kita dengan Allah je tau. sesama manusia boleh di-make up untuk cover. tapi, tak boleh tipu dengan Allah.
bukankah Dia yang bagi kita sekeping hati itu? (eh, keping ea. entahla ek.)
dari Dialah kita dapat tempat tu utk simpan khazanah rahsia yang memang top secret.

sooo,
tugas jaga hati ni bukanlah picisan punya kerja.
macam mana kita berusaha tutup ketidak-ok-an kita waktu ko,
macam tu jugak kita kena didik hati kita untuk prevent hati kita dari even terlintas benda yang tak patut terlintas.
senang cite, didik hati untuk bersangka manis. kata pun manis, so confirm absolutely lah ianya manis untuk die. dan kita. kita dan dia dapat profit. untung!

kisah menyelit:
selalu aku pikiaq sorang hamba Allah ni tak suka bila aku bebel pasal Islam. sebab die suka buat dengar tak dengar je. aku pun tak nampak ape yang die struggling utk berhijrah. kira macam effort aku tak bagi sikit effect la cenggitu.
TAPI,
rupenye-rupenye text2 aku, die simpan. (ni kes menge-check kihkih)
die pun ade struggle untuk hijrah.

su uzhdon telah membutakan mataku. sekaligus, merentap kasih sayang untuk ku tumpahkan kepadanya kerana ku pikir die tidak kisah pasal kata kataku.
 

spread ukhuwah fillah, spread the love.
sekian. may Allah bless us. aamiin.


terbanglah duhai cinta.
sentuhlah hati manusia.





Monday, 12 November 2012

berjalan-jalan


jenjalan dgn kakak sayang dekat bandar.
mata tak tau nak tengok mana. atas, adush seksa, tengok bawah, alah, dua kali lima.
view die, pesat but sesak. masing-masing dgn urusan sndr.
kaki laju melangkah.

sampai kat jejantas,
ade sorang cina. dia oku, jual tisu. impressive.
sebab dia carik rezeki bukan dgn meminta-minta.
hati manusia mana tak tersentuh.
akak aku pun story, penah ade satu waktu, uncle tu kena nganjing. dgn group bdk sekolah pulak tu.
aku wonder, hati ape yang ade dalam diri dorg?
gila kesian kot :'(



pastu, sampai pulak kt hostel.
time jenjalan, ade sorg budak kecik ni,
kena sumpah seranah dgn mak senirik sbb jalan lambat.
"ko jalan lmbt aku sumpah ko mati"
acik, budak tu kecik, langkahnye pun kecik la. i bet, akal acik matang enough to think that an.
aku sangat sangat amat risau psikologi budak tu bila dh besar.
i hope awak kuat ea dek? :'(

out of blue, akal aku interpret,
aku hidup dgn family yang sayang, amek berat, memahami aku.
ALHAMDULILLAH. terima kasih sangat, Allah :')

betullah, jauh perjalanan luas pemandangan.
selalunya, aku hanya hafal point bila buat karangan pasal gejala sosial. masalah family, tak cukup didikan agama and blabla.
rupe-rupenye, realiti memang macam tu.
sedih oi, sedih, bila tengok sendiri dgn mata kepala.
tetibe, teringat part tuan bg hebahan mutiara nasihat beliau.
meaningful. berbekas sampai hari ni.


so, didikan agama, kasih sayang, memang extremely important dalam pembentukan masa depan.
anak anak ni mcm kain putih. ibu bapa yang mencorak. aiwah kreekkreek.
tp serious ni, serious. memang extremely important :)

jenjalan, belajar dari persekitaran, hadam hikmah. superb bermakna~

Friday, 9 November 2012

what makes YOU beautiful



ghadul basor 


You're secure, i know what for
You lower your heads when you walk through the jostling thro-o-o-ongs
Don't need make-up - to cover up
Being the way u hijab that are eno-o-ough

Everyone else with imaan can see it Everyone else but you

girl you light up the world like nobody else
The way that you hijab your hair gets me not to overwhelmed
the way you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell 
You don't know Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!


eh?


If only you saw what I could see you'd understand why I want you so desperatley
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know Oh oh You don't know you're beautiful! Oh oh
Hijab makes you beautiful!

so c-come on!! you got it wrong! To prove I'm right I put it in a so-o-ong
I know why, you're being shy And turn away when I look in to your eye eye eyes
Everyone else with imaan can see it Everyone else but yo-ouuu

Girl you light up the world like nobody else
The way that you hijab your hair gets me not to overwhelmed
the way you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell 


sparkling


You don't know Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!
If only you saw what I can see You'll understand why I want you so desperatley
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!
Oh oh Hijab makes you beautiful!
Na na na na na na naaaa na na, Na na na na na na. Na na na na na na naaaa na na, Na na na na na na



wink!


Girl you light up the world like nobody else
The way that you hijab your hair gets me not to overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!

If only you saw what I can see You'll understand why I want you so desperatley
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know No Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!
No Oh oh You don't know you're beautiful!
No Oh oh Hijab makes you beautiful!


Credit : Azfar Hamdii


bottom of heart



I was studying for a very important test, up to a point where I had to choose between reading the Quran or keep on studying. 

I try to read the Quran everyday. When I was studying, I thought of skipping reading the Quran for that day. Then I realized that I was too preoccupied and attached to the test and how I will perform in it.

A thought came to mind, "Aiman, do not think that a good grade comes from you. It comes from Allah." 

I dropped my notes down and picked the Quran up. After reading two pages of it, I continued studying. 



Priorities. Priorities. Priorities.

 #dush sebijik i terkena :\



nak belajar buku ke, belajar masak ke, nak belajar jahit ke, nak belajar solehah ke,
it start from the heart. the niat. niat



berkisar SPM ~




fighting for my SPM 12'


tahu tak ape tu kesetiaan? still bersama buku even masa tidur. 
tahu tak ape tu kebahagiaan? bergolek atas katil dgn buku-buku. 
tahu tak ape tu kesungguhan? stay up sepanjang malam especially pada malam terakhir. 
tahu tak ape tu pengorbanan? melepaskan buku pada waktu paling genting.  
tahu tak ape tu keberanian? masuk dewan exam even tak habis khatam buku.